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Pam
My name is Pam. Hi. Nice meeting you.
I'm 17 years old, and I wish I could stay this old forever.
I live in an island called Santo Domingo (Dominican Republic), right next to Puerto Rico and a little bellow Cuba.
I'm a senior in High School, and soon I will be a freshman again, but in college. I'm too young for that still.
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03.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
I have no inspiration to write anything whatsoever, but I'm gonna give it a shot tonight.

Let's start with what I'm doing with the rest of my life.
I hate to think about the future, and not because... well, the reason behind it is because, now that I think of it, and now that I'm so close to high school graduation, I realized I'm actually scared... no, sorry, that's not a good word... I'm terrified of the future.

I hate to think that someday I will have to become independent and find my own place to live all by myself. And, I'm such a lazy person. I'm even lazy to go to bed and sleep.

So, since it's the end of my high school career, our counselor is helping us with our career paths. I live in this society where everyone goes by a set of rules... or better yet... by a code. Everyone in my class have chosen medicine, law, architecture, etc, etc, but me... I don't exactly know what I want to do with the rest of my life.

I want to be an artistic photographer.
There's a part of me that thanks God eternally because I'm moving to United States in July. I couldn't survive as an artistic photographer in this society. But, naturally, I'm also afraid of failure. Who isn't?

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Back to photography, last weekend I went route-hunting with my dad and my brother. He has this 4x4 group and they go around the country.

I managed to take some cool shots of the car:







I also found this path, where half the plants were burnt out and the other half was bright green. I was surprised to see this:



And that's all for now.


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